Leaving school was not hard for me to do I was glad to get out of there I had to find a job was the stipulation of me leaving that I did. Was glad to see the back of that place. I had worked already the after school jobs so that is how I paid for my fix when I was at school. When I went into the real world the hardest bit was you guest if food. Now you are probably wondering why? All of a sudden I have money.. money and more money..working full time gives you so much freedom, which means I now have a way of literally feeding my habit. This point of my life I am not eating to live I am living to eat. Take aways.. YAY.. I found I could buy them when I wanted them I found I brought take aways in my lunch out. and oh my fav at the time microwave macaroni cheese.. but there comes a time in your life that you need to stop. Have not come to that point yet.. I thought I was on the right track when I started doing aerobics at home I then went on to join the gym but did not have a true understanding of myself yet to get the full benefit of it. Was going with one of the guys from work.. did cardio for 30 sec then moved on to weights for 30 was a good work out.. but that was about it. I moved out of home and lived with my Nana in another town, worked at a different job, was in a car accident stayed at Nana’s a bit longer but left to go back to mum and dad’s. When my leg got better i started to walk down to my dads work and then on to the pool I found I enjoyed both of those I went on to do my Nanny Certificate. Back in school well Polytechnic and you guessed it swimming stopped and my eating started. I did walk to college but it was only down the road.
The Starting of Being an Adult
- I worked
- Ate wrong still
- Went to the gym
- Still did not have the true understanding of life
- or the meaning of my body workouts and food